this is all true..but I am a lot more experienced now and this is my first blog in a long time and there are changes..
this lady above turned out to tell people that my work was hers..so being hurt by that put me in a relationship with another cat lady that I did 8 works for and she paid me nothing..I found out she is a Hooker and she does lots of drugs...
I am working with another cat place now..I want to be careful but I am already doing paintings for people that I don't know..I just need encouragement...
this is what I'm working on today. It is coming along ok although I am trying to be realistic it is so difficult. It really helps you to put it on your computer screen to see how you are doing on it..it is very telling. This is my cat Smucker. Last night I had an interesting experience..I woke up to go to the bathroom (I assume that is why) and I looked up in front of me..I"m still in bed..but there before me about 4'x7' is a white cat looking just like my white cat. I also felt calm. It didn't freak me out at all. I have been trying to figure it out and I understand it. We are kind of upset here because a friend has a mysterious illness..and I think this is the way the spirits are showing me that it will be ok. They usually come to me in a non threatening way. Recently my angel (a large stainless steel one 4' tall) was lit up with hundred of stars..they looked more like spiderwebs but I loved it and that was the morning after I'd helped my sister's friend who had just died. My sister was the one freaked out. She didn't call me for a week.. but it is fine now. My family in general is freaked out by me. I try not to pay them any attention. This cat that appeared I asked to come back. The spirits usually take the familiar form of something in my room so I won't be freaked out. It lingered for a while..I love that the spirits came to me in the form of a cat..how great is that. 
